Thursdate With Love

Hello good morning

Sekarang ni pukul 5 pagi

Another episode of INSOMNIA

Kalau nak diikutkan, ini dah masuk Season 10

Kalah How I Met Your Mother yang cuma 9 season saja

I’ve been losing sleep lately

Aku rasa sleeping pattern aku betul2 dah berubah!

It’s been over 3 months now :O

I need help so desperately

:’(

Nak tido tak dapat, dah tu nak baring macam tu je tenung siling?

So, aku pun turned on laptop and started blogging

What else is there to do at this hour?

Ini je yang mampu :3

Semalam sepatutnya kawan aku datang KL dari JB

Dia datang sebab kitorang nak pergi wedding kakak kepada kawan kitorang

Pagi tu aku dah whatsapp, wechat, tweet, mesej, call nak tanya pukul berapa bertolak dari JB, haram satu pun takde respon. Mana pulak pergi budak ni kan? Kena culik alien ke?

asdfghjkl -_-

Dalam pukul 3 petang aku pun keluar rumah pergi KLCC

Kononnya kalau dia tiba2 dah sampai KL, boleh la terus jumpa

Lagipun nak teman dia cari hotel and jalan2 jugak

Btw, aku pergi KLCC pun sebab si buah hati ajak tengok wayang pukul 6 macam tu

So, aku keluar dari rumah ni ada dua tujuan lah kiranya

Dah petang sikit masa aku kat KLCC, kawan aku ni mesej katanya phone dia tertinggal kat rumah masa dia pergi beli tiket bas, sebab tu segala whatsapp, wechat, tweet, mesej dengan call aku dia tak respon. However, tiket bas dah habis. So dia tak jadi datang 

Actually kan, aku taklah kisah sangat dia tak jadi datang petang tu. Ada hikmah kot?

Dapatlah aku dating tengok wayang dengan si buah hati haaa bestnyaaa

Anyhow, kawan aku kata Ahad ni dia datang

Si buah hati ni nak tengok movie Ia Wujud sebenarnya

Tapi yang ada paling awal pun pukul 8.20 malam

Lambat sangat, so tukar tengok movie Godzilla pukul 6 petang tu

Serius best weh!

Sangat puas hati dapat jumpa and lepas rindu kat dia hee

Hari tu 3 hari dia ikut trip pergi JB dengan Singapore hari Isnin sampai Rabu

Walaupun sekejap je and taklah jauh sangat, tapi aku rasa macam ditinggalkan

Sangat sedih okay? Hahaa but I’m glad dia dah balik ke KL

Thank you love for your time, you really made my day

Lain kali kita tengok movie yang you nak tengok tu ya?

;-)

Nikmat Kejayaan

Haluuuu

J

Aku sangat HAPPY!

Korang happy tak wehh?

Nak cerita ni

Baru2 ni, 9 Mei, result final exam Asasi/Diploma/Pra-Diploma UiTM dah diumumkan

So, pelajar boleh check result masing2 start jam 9 pagi kat Student Portal

Tapi, sistem dah hantar result lebih AWAL kat email pelajar

So, tak payah tunggu jam 9 pagi lah kot?

Macam biasa, aku ni jenis yang TAK suka tunggu lama2

So, start je tengah malam aku dah MENGHADAP laptop buka email

Mengharap inbox aku ada email dari sistem UiTM

Semester2 lepas awal sistem hantar email kat aku

Tapi kali ni, memang betul2 buat aku TUNGGU

Sengaja laa tu UiTM nak TROLL aku

Nak bagi aku CUAK

Whatever lah kau

So, sementara tunggu tu, aku layan lah movie kat laptop

Halloween Ressurection, best jugak lah

Dari tajuk je dah tau horror movie

Layan punya layan, tiba2 ada NOTIFICATION kat phone

Aku check la, tapi tak buka, ada email dari UiTM

Apa lagi, pause movie buka email kat laptop

Memang SAH email pasal result!

Walaupun dari tengah malam tunggu, tapi bila email dah masuk, tiba2 tak berani pulak nak buka

Aku pun decide nak buka email tu bila mak dengan bapak dah bangun

Malam tu aku LANGSUNG tak tidur okay?

Pendek cerita, jam 7 pagi, aku pun beranikan semangat buka email tu

Bila aku tengok result, waa impian TERCAPAI!

Mesti korang tertanya2 result aku

Nahh

Dah tengok sendiri tu, aku pun panggil bapak aku suruh dia tengok

Muehehehe

Alhamdulillah

Dah 4 semester aku cuba, baru semester KEEMPAT ni lah aku merasa Anugerah Dekan

Sebenarnya, aku paling RISAU dengan gred subjek LAW309

Aku jawab time exam memang HANCUR and tak ready

Tapi, dapat jugak gred B walau usaha tak seberapa

THANK YOU lecturer Madam Wan Salbiah

Lagi satu, aku betul2 TAK PUAS HATI dengan gred BEL312 yang aku dapat

Tak pernah2 dapat BAWAH gred A, tiba2 dapat gred A-

Betul2 STRICT marking lecturer Madam Affiana

Apa kes kan? Kacau pointer aku kot?

Kalau tak, lebih TINGGI lagi kot pointer aku

Apa2 pun, what’s written can NEVER be unwritten

Bukan macam Microsoft Word yang ada undo option

You know exactly what I mean

Dah dapat Anugerah Dekan, takkan masih nak MERUNGUT kot?

Rumah dah siap, pahat masih berbunyi

Simpan2 lah pahat tu

Btw, many of my classmates also dapat result yang CANTIK2 belaka

Tahniah sangat2 untuk kita semua sebab dah NAIKKAN bintang fakulti

We have RESTORED our faculty’s pride! That is something to be proud of

Because in the end of the day, it’s NOT entirely about you

SUCCESS is meant to be SHARED and REJOICE together

9 Jun nanti, aku dah masuk semester 5

Semester TERAKHIR pengajian aku

What a SHORT journey despite a LONG period

This is what I’ve been dreaming of EVERSINCE my first semester

Aku harap, semester akhir nanti, aku dapat ULANG pencapaian aku ni

Semoga aku dapat Anugerah Dekan lagi untuk final exam terakhir aku

Aku target untuk GRADUATE dengan CGPA 3.30

Doakan kejayaan aku

BENGANG Tahap INFINITI

Hai!

Pernah tak sesiapa ajak korang keluar, tapi last2 TAK jadi?

Apa korang rasa?

BENGANG gila kan!?

Beriya2 nak ajak keluar, korang punyalah EXCITED lebih2 lagi tak buat apa2 sepanjang hari tu selain MEMBURUK dan MEMBUSUK kat rumah. Sumpah LIFELESS

Siapa tak excited weh?

Orang gila pun suka apa -_-

Dengan rasa excited yang masih berbunga2, korang pun terus masuk bilik air nak mandi

Apa lagi, korang pun bantai karoks lagu ANUAR ZAIN feeling ala2 perform atas pentas THE ROYAL ALBERT HALL, LONDON sampai jiran sebelah rumah naik ANNOYING dengan suara korang dan terus PINDAH dari situ time tu jugak

Dah siap mandi, korang lap kasi kering badan korang slow2 supaya tak calar

Lepas tu sapu deodoren nak cover BAU ketiak, pakai baju Zara FAKE korang beli kat pasar malam, sembur cologne habis SATU botol then final touch up, diri depan cermin, rambut sikat belah tepi dan korang pun #SELFIE dengan gaya DUCKFACE

Ko dah KENAPA?

TIBA2!

Dapat call atau sms yang MEMBANTUT dan MERENCATKAN harapan korang

Tadi gila excited sekarang LOSER gila, korang pun buka balik baju dengan hati yang BENGKAK

Dan korang pun sambung balik layan HINDUSTAN kat TV3

Ada lagi TERUK!

Korang sepatutnya keluar malam

Korang dah siap cuma TUNGGU member korang datang ambik je lagi

Tunggu punya tunggu TAK jugak muncul

Korang sms whatsapp wechat dm dia tak reply, call dia tak jawab

PASRAH lah, dah sah2 tak datang

TIBA2!

Esok pagi korang bangun, tengok ada mesej

Korang pun buka baca

Boleh2 dia kata dia TERTIDUR!

Kisah benar DRAMA HIDUP!

Ini PALAT namanya

p/s : Enough said

The BIG 20

24-04-2014

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO THIS GUY BELOW

J

Yes it’s me

*wait, I’m wishing myself on my birthday? No one does that*

I’m actually indifferent about birthday wishes

If there’s a wish, there’s a wish

If there isn’t, so what?

I still live (thank God)

I’m NOT trying to belittle birthday wishes from family and friends, I thank them for that

It’s just that, they are less important to me

What’s important is the appreciation towards my existence

Regardless of who they are

I owe a confession here

I’m actually anticipating for a birthday wish from someone

We haven’t talked or contacted each other for months now

I miss this person so much whom I still think of everyday

You know, situation gets hard when you’re not ready

And you become a victim

:-/

p/s : damn it stop dwelling on and clinging to the past! -_-'

Abolish PTPTN or Convert PTPTN Into Scholarship?

Hello to whoever you may be

It’s another new day

We are a day older and a day nearer to DEATH

Life can be so fascinating if we rotate our PERSPECTIVES at times

The issue of PTPTN is closely related to IPTA/IPTS students across the nation

As at January 31, 2014, a number of 2.15 MILLION students benefit from this loan with a total allocation of RM48.27 BILLION since its introduction

In 2014, RM2.9 BILLION is allocated to 501, 414 current students and 211, 098 new students

*that’s a lot of bucks, we’re talking about BILLION*

I’m not an applicant, but most of my friends are

Alhamdulillah, I’m blessed with parents who can financially aid my study

But not everyone is as FORTUNATE as I am

The subject that I’d like to bring up to attention is regarding a motion to ABOLISH PTPTN

But before anything, let me represent myself as a NON-PARTISAN with a NEUTRAL belief

Let’s set aside our political affiliation and OPEN our hearts towards this matter

That way, we can mutually achieve a SMOOTH discourse along the way

The government and opposition are in DIFFERENT boat over this matter with the government wishes to SUSTAIN it and the opposition is interested in the other way around

In discussing this critical matter, opinions of the applicants are INEVITABLE

I just want to stress that NOTHING is FREE in this world nowadays

If you don’t FIGHT, you lose

Many applicants are UNEASY with the idea of paying back the loan

There are 412, 245 students who haven’t made their loan repayments as at August 31 last year

It is understandable that every applicant ORIGINATES from DIFFERENT financial backgrounds

There are applicants who BARELY even have money to live, what’s more talking about loan repayment? DEBTS are after their lives, how can they even SLEEP at night?

This situation or should I say DARK reality, can actually be AVOIDED from the very beginning

But how is this even possible?

I’ll tell you how

PTPTN has agreed to WRITE OFF the loan, but on condition

The condition is very simple, graduate with 1^st CLASS DEGREE and you’re free

For IPTS students, they must also acquire ACCREDITATION from MQA for the course they attended

People may say, it is a lot EASIER to speak than done

And the fact that not everyone is blessed with INTELLIGENCE, is the reason that not everyone can fulfill such condition as required

People may also say, PTPTN is fund by the people through TAXATION

Therefore, they are entitled to the money which they applied as loan

So, no paying back should apply here in the right sense

Well then, think again

As I said earlier, if you don’t fight, you lose

And nothing is FREE in this world

This is an OPEN world with no BARRIERS to excellent success

Every single person was born with a BRAIN, make use of that organ to the fullest extend

The only difference between successful and less successful students is measured at how WISELY they use their brains

You don’t have to worry about paying back your PTPTN loan just by obtaining 1^st class degree

Therefore, from now on, initiate some efforts to lawfully ESCAPE from the obligation of repaying your loan by STUDYING really hard (or smart or both) starting from the 1^st year of your study

I wish you all the best with that and make sure you SUCCEED!

Another thing before I wrap up, taxation is the most CRITICAL source of income to the country

Those money are used for the purpose of DEVELOPMENT which will benefit us all entirely

Buildings and infrastructures AREN’T the only areas that need development, so do our POLITICAL system, ECONOMIC growth and SOCIAL life
Especially EDUCATION development

Funds are needed to preserve and improve university infrastructures, to buy lectures materials and the list goes on. In fact, the list is rolling long
There are many things that can be done whenever there is fund of course.

What I’m trying to say here is, PTPTN or should I say the government, need those money back to offer us a COMFORT living. Don’t you want it that way?

It’s you to decide now for you future

Whatever your decision is, I won’t JUDGE

Nor will I INFLUENT your decision, it’s your call afterall

I only want you to decide wisely

Please decide wisely

A Tell of Crush

Good evening fellas!

The weather is chilling here at my place, I couldn’t possibly ask for more.

The feeling is so ahhh~

Do you have a CRUSH on someone?

I do. It’s only that I have way TOO MANY crushes. ALL of them at ONCE. LOL!

But then again, you only live ONCE, so I don’t think by having a list of crushes could SPOIL the way one leads his or her life?

Now fellas, what I’m about to further write will be on the person that I DEARLY dream of every single day as I walk living in this globe *choyyy!*

I’m not gonna tell you in elaborated details about this crush of mine, but more about how I managed to TRACE full name, contact number and facebook as well as whatsapp account of this particular crush. <3

*to ease the story line as it develops, let’s address this crush as AS*

I FIRST saw AS from afar when I was out with my friends. AS was sitting in the accompany of a couple of friends at a burger stall that evening.

It was dark though, so I couldn’t peek on AS’s face thoroughly, but I was sure I get to SCAN that dreamy FACE and STORED it in my HEART <3

*damn it! I’m under love spell xoxo*

The first move I made was FOLLOWING AS on twitter. I found AS’s twitter account through a friend. I can assure you, there was NOT even a single sweat spilled.

But, that’s still FAR from enough. I require MORE.

I MUST know AS’s full name, and INITIALLY I was keen of only knowing AS’s facebook account.

So, I asked this friend whom I found AS’s twitter from, but unfortunately I was TURNED DOWN as he completely had no idea.

To CUT long story short, last night as I was, as usual, scrolling down twitter timeline, I was led to the way in which I was ASSISTED in finding AS’s facebook, whatsapp and most importantly, contact number!

*wow! my life has been a blessed*

I realized something as I was in this “quest”

Whenever I am to “search” or to “look” for any person on line, I ALWAYS succeed.

It’s only a matter of TIME.

Give me time, and I’ll SHOW you how I work things out.

Effortlessly~

p/s : I only view AS as a crush, NOT a lover. I’m NOT ready to love again -_-

It's Semester Break. Again.

Assalammualaikum fellas!

How are ya?

I’ve been SUPER BUSY from the starting of March until the ending of final exam.

My sleeping pattern was affected very DRASTICALLY especially during the final exam weeks! The EARLIEST I went to bed was around 5 or 6 in the morning and this repeated DAILY.

It was the RESTLESS semester so far! Fuhh!

But I’m glad I made it across the finishing line and still living.

I thank God for that.

On the bright side, I’m fully certain that I have IMPROVED my GPA and CGPA.

However, I KILLED two of my papers, LAW309 and PAD252, which could’ve helped me a lot with my CGPA, but I crushed them.

My only wish is NOT to REPEAT any paper.

What a sad story.

Anyways, here comes another semester break, the 4^th semester break of my diploma study.

I will be SUPER SENIOR as I entered semester 5 (final semester) later in June.

As usual, I will be spending my 2 months semester break in KL.

But this time around, I’m standing on the fence in between doing part-time job and not doing part-time job. This laziness is beyond HELPLESS T_T

*somebody, please help me!*

But then again, it’s a 2-month semester break, and what do I expect?

To be spoon feed by parents when in fact, I have all the strength to accumulate my own wealth? Pfft~

I don’t know, I probably need some time to put myself together.

MAYBE only then will I get my motivation back.

Yeap, my motivation is LOST in the middle of nowhere.

*RIP my motivation*

My sister plans to travel to Melaka and she wants me to tag along.

I’m not sure about the idea of going to Melaka again as the first time I went there, my expectations SHATTERED into tiny pieces.

Moreover, there’s this ’pain’ over there that I don’t wish to bear for the SECOND time.

Once is already unbearable and way MORE than enough.

I did propose a plan to my sister to go to Kota Kinabalu instead, but UNFORTUNATELY, the flight ticket price is too EXPENSIVE. So, maybe some other time, I suppose?

Damn, I’ve been wanting to go to Sabah for quite a while now.

This semester break will last until June 8, the next day will be the first day of my FINAL semester.

And, final exam results will be released a month earlier, which is on May 9.

I’m already prepared to face my results. I hope I will receive DEAN’S LIST.

May we receive results that will REFLECT and SATISFY our EFFORTS.

I wish us all best of SUCCESS.